i’m really not understanding ‘townies’ or whatever they are called ?

so today, after graduation thing, i went into town with my mother to get money out of the bank. There was a huge crowd of kids surrounding the center of town and it was honestly vile. Literally made me want to chunder. (NEW WORD EHEHE)

they don’t shop, they just stand around and talk ? if they are going to do that cant they just like go to each others houses ? 

i hate people i don’t know touching me and when i have to brush past these goons its honestly revolting. 

maybe i’m just being petty and i need to get a grip ehehe …

on the other hand i really don’t know whats going on with my taste in music. Lately i have been singing this Rhianna stuff and its actually not too bad. Although i am becoming one of those annoying people who walks around singing 

“TURN UP THE LIGHTS IN HERE BABBYY”

im such a cunt 

CHOOSING TO SPEAK WELSH WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME …

so lately my dreams have we weird as fuck and i have no idea what they could mean which is pissing me off in its own rights.

so last night i was just falling to sleep and again this recurring dream came into my head. i was stood trying to get a glass of orange juice and every time i went to drink it, the glass was taken away from me.

THIS ALONE IS SAD ENOUGH, given my love for OJ.

but,to add to my bitter disappointment the room started spinning and next thing i know I’m a prostitute and I’m staring at a sign which says no glory hole or chunder.

FUCK KNOWS WHAT CHUNDER MEANS ?!

so yeah that dream 4 nights in a row is a real delight !

on the other hand i have my driving examination soon ! I’m really excited shitting ma pants

HOPE IT GOES WELL …

chewing off my own leg here been too long 

THATS ALL …

HATE THIS SHOW. Enjoyed the episode that aired last night though ! What’s wrong with me ?!

Who would of though that you could become friends with people you never expected you could be friends with ?

so at the start of the school year certain people were chosen to enrole in this competiton called ‘Young Enterprise. When I first saw the people who had been chosen, aswell as myself, I had no interest in them or being their friends. They were not my kind of people and I wasn’t even willing to give them a chance.

 how stupid was I ?

these people turned out to be some of the nicest people and nine months later, now the competition is over, we are more than the best of friends. Having spent so much time with these people, I realised that you really do need to give people a chance.

Now I’m worried that now it’s over people will expect me to stop talking to these people and it’s something that I don’t want to do. I guess they do mean a lot to me and they have given me some really good times to remember !

These people turned out the be silly, childish, stupid, annoying, argumentative. amazing !

I HOPE THAT IT ALL CONTINUES …

SOMETIMES I WISH MY LIFE WAS LIKE THIS <3

since when did cards become more important that the actual gifts themselves?

So today is mother’s day and besides being one of the busiest Sundays that I have ever experienced in work I still managed the time to complete all my school work and spend time with my mother. 

So I take her a £40 bouquet of flowers, some top-class chocolates and some body cares products. SHE THEN TURNS TO ME AND SAYS WHERE IS MY CARD?

WTF . 

a card would of been a hell of a cheaper gift, maybe I will just get her that in the future …

Meet the ex, Gabriella, as previously mentioned

since when was it okay to hate someone ? what is hate ?

So lately there has been A LOT of hate for me, I know exactly why but i’m not sure that I agree with the people who are hating on me !

There was this girl, Gabriella, and we were together for quite a while, and then it ended. All of a sudden with no warning. It  what I wanted anymore and I didn’t think it was fair for me to continue something that I didn’t want. ONLY FAIR ?

so obviously Gabriella is upset, and these friends cuntbags start leaving me shitty messages, all over my wall, even on my phone. As far as I’m concerned a relationship is between two people ? don’t you think ?

sometimes there is just no need to be a wanker . people seriously need to get a grip on their own lives before they start judging anyone elses.

So it all ended on the friday and the monday back in school was the worst

• glares
• scowles
• doors in faces

NO IM NOT EXAGGERATING. TEENAGERS ARE CUNTS. AND I AM A TEENAGER.

hopefully this will all be sorted out soon ….

CONCRETE JUNGLE WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE <3 

Sometimes I sit and wonder why I even came back to school ?

My grades we brilliant average so I knew that I would struggle from the word go, truth is I would of liked to have gone to college, but I was scared. Scared that I wouldn’t know anyone. As much as I insist that I am open to change, evidently I am not.

Some shit has gone down this year …   

• met some new nicepeople. YEAH, turns out everyone’s a cunt in the end
• got some shit grades ! C in business studies C in sociology
• got a girl, lost a girl

The only good thing that is going on right now are my boys, and by boys I mean my dogs. They are fucking great ! Always there to cheer me up

AND OBVIOUSLY MY JOB

Fucking love my job ! If i could I would do it for the rest of my life, shame I care too much what people think about me.

Maybe one day I should make a change, throw myself out there and see what I make of my life ? NAH, who am I kidding …